chefung

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原帖由 wannabe 於 2009-7-28 08:53 PM 發表


don't you feel scared of this split character (kind of)?
are you fine with it?

I try to explain my behavior
It is, in fact, a behavior of selfishness.

In movie/book, I can 投入 and think the main actor/actress is Cherry. Then I feel pity for myself and cry
I remember I cried badly and used my first to hit the ball badly that my hand bleeded,  when I failed in a math exam.

But for others life, I don't 投入 and then feel 你死關我乜事 feeling

[ 本帖最後由 chefung 於 2009-7-28 09:00 PM 編輯 ]

我老婆係共產黨

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原帖由 chefung 於 2009-7-28 08:55 PM 發表


I try to explain my behavior
It is, in fact, a behavior of selfishness.

In movie/book, I can 投入 and think the main actor/actress is Cherry. Then I feel pity for myself and cry
I remember I ...

查狸，狸罩沒咸牙....

chefung

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原帖由 我老婆係共產黨 於 2009-7-28 09:01 PM 發表



查狸，狸罩沒咸牙....

CP
I miss you
Where have you been?

wannabe

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原帖由 chefung 於 2009-7-28 08:55 PM 發表


I try to explain my behavior
It is, in fact, a behavior of selfishness.

In movie/book, I can 投入 and think the main actor/actress is Cherry. Then I feel pity for myself and cry
I remember I ...

:smile_19:

you just get carried away too much
well but in this logic, if you can try to put yourself in your friends' shoe, perhaps you can relate yourself to them
dont you think so?

chefung

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原帖由 wannabe 於 2009-7-28 09:08 PM 發表


:smile_19:

you just get carried away too much
well but in this logic, if you can try to put yourself in your friends' shoe, perhaps you can relate yourself to them
dont you think so?

Yeah I can do so
But death is not I feel sad
It's kind of relief
If I could choose to be borned or not, I might choose not to arrive this world.
I felt the pain of my friend and understand why he committed suicide
If I were him, I might do so too.

My friends all worried about me after my friend committed suicide as they were afraid I would too.

[ 本帖最後由 chefung 於 2009-7-28 09:13 PM 編輯 ]

wannabe

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原帖由 chefung 於 2009-7-28 09:11 PM 發表


Yeah I can do so
But death is not I feel sad
It's kind of relief
If I could choose to be borned or not, I might choose not to arrive this world.
I felt the pain of my friend and understand why he committed suicide
If I were him, I might do so too.

My friends all worried about me after my friend committed suicide as they were afraid I would too.

what? did you ever think of committing suicide due to the study pressure?:smile_35:
why so fear of failure? :smile_39:

but speaking of which, i was so close to death twice

chefung

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原帖由 wannabe 於 2009-7-28 09:18 PM 發表


what? did you ever think of committing suicide due to the study pressure?:smile_35:
why so fear of failure? :smile_39:

but speaking of which, i was so close to death twice

My friend didn't not just have study problem
He had love problem probably which furthur led to study problem

For me, I haven't thought of committing suicide at all.
I can still be able to stand up. Just still can't walk out from the past shadow yet.

I just say, if I could choose to be borned or not, not being borned is the best. but once I am borned, I have to consider a lot of things, like sadness of my parents etc. I prefer suffering myself to let other being suffered.

You can't imagine the study pressure in my previous school
I cried just by doing a homework.
I heard a few stories about female students crying to the TA about their homeworks too
The Top 10 school in the world is not kidding :')


I should not pick that school

[ 本帖最後由 chefung 於 2009-7-28 09:29 PM 編輯 ]

mikan85

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原帖由 wannabe 於 2009-7-28 08:53 PM 發表


no worries, i bounce and you swing then we bang :smile_47:

o..u r my breast partner in here..we r alwayz on the same page..

wannabe

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原帖由 chefung 於 2009-7-28 09:21 PM 發表


My friend does not just have study problem
He had love problem probably which furthur led to study problem

For me, I haven't thought of committing suicide at all.
I can still be able to stan ...

silly cherry
what's the big deal about the bloody homework / degree?
if you can't complete it, then you can't complete it
you don't have to blame yourself if you've tried your best or given your best shot
you and your friends place too much pressure to succeed

chefung

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原帖由 wannabe 於 2009-7-28 09:30 PM 發表


silly cherry
what's the big deal about the bloody homework / degree?
if you can't complete it, then you can't complete it
you don't have to blame yourself if you've tried your best or given  ...

The key problem is...
I didn't even try my best, not even to 50-70% of my horse power after year 1.
Awww
I blame myself so much
I couldn't change the past
So I want to work hard now

Anyway, I go running now. Later