Everytime I close my eyes
It's like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
I'm scared that you won't be waiting on the other side-------
我唔知道呢個故事我應該由邊到開始講好...
或者咁講, 可能我應該用一個倒敘既方式...
不過好似太快ruin左個仍然發生緊既故事...
不如就用宜家發生緊既事來開始啦.
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呢一刻
電腦喇叭用盡最大既音量重複地一次又一次不斷咁播住Katy B既Go Away.
而我包住一條毛巾, 頭髮仲係滴緊水既狀態灘左係鋪左地毯既地下...
我唔係好肯定發生左咩事.
我剩係知道, 呢一刻既我唔係自己.
我好辛苦.
"What I'd give to know what you see
What I'd give to know what you feel, know what you think
If only I could step in your skin
But you see I already know
It'll end in tears
When you carry out all my fears
Being here's a dangerous game
I'll end up insane
And only have myself to blame"
-
高潮既餘韻充斥我既感官
而同時身心入面個種空虛感一路控訴
我身同心都好需要你
i need your love
我控制唔到我既眼淚
.
今晚, 不如比我留喺自己間房到
.
比我享受呢種近乎痛楚與高潮之間既感覺...
I need you, but I don't want you tonight...
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好, 入正題.
Gap Year左一年既我終於肯走返正路.
9月開始左我humble既大學生既生涯.
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係我到左宿舍既第二日終於認識到我大學生涯入面第一個,
亦都係我喺呢到最好既朋友-Ashley.
我仲好記得, 個陣時我一個flatmate都未到.
係自己個flat係lonely加恐怖!
Ashley:hey do you wanna come my flat?
Me: yeah sure, any of your flatmates arrived yet?
Ashley:Yeah, two actually.
Me:Are they cute?
Ashley:I don't know...I have a boyfriend...
之後個兩晚我就去佢個flat同佢同埋佢d flatmate玩...
就係咁我就從此墮入左呢個過左4個月我一直都出唔返來既陷阱-Mr.A
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第一晚我同Ashely同埋佢兩個flatmate去左common room,
偷曬d boardgames, 返去佢地個flat.
玩到差唔多我就返返自己個flat到訓...
-
到第二晚我又係喺佢地個flat...
個陣我好記得我地成班飲左小小酒...
Mr.A坐係我隔離, 唔知係我個人敏感...
或者係點都好...
一直感覺到佢越坐越近, 而且腳&手臂亦都有意無意地一直掂到小妹...
小妹唔肯定, 所以開始試探...
個日小妹身穿一條好短既牛仔短褲,
黑色透明shirt, 入面除左個bra之外咩都無...
一開始既大脾貼大脾慢慢發展為,
佢攬住我坐...甚至拖手...
到我地認為大家唔係望緊我地既時候,
he would plant little kisses on my cheeks and my lips.
而玩到咁上下...
大家都走返返房...
得返我同佢係個kitchen到.
個種awkward silence...
佢終於開口.
Mr. A : So...do you wanna stay over at mine tonight.
Me: Yeah, why not..
就咁...無錯喇.
我去左佢間房.
孤男寡女共處一室.
訓喺佢隔離既我,
比佢既deodorant既氣味加上洗衣粉包圍住.
突然靠近我, 我先realise, this is so dangerous.
佢上身赤裸.下身只係著住條boxer.
而我, 唔知幾時開始已經係剩返bra同底褲既狀態.
佢伸手...
(待續)
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