yeah,i do really care about grammar.i share the same view with you that english is a tool for communication between human beings. However we can not turn a blind eye that grammar is essential for our studies and workplaces,though i think meaningless ,its just a set of rules. it seems off topic and i will leave it here...
my story had ended for a long time,it seems that eveyone can find her way out after a long time of period, but one core reason why we keep stay in the past is that we do miss those gone days. we miss the fabulous time we had ever had , we miss the broken times,how heart broke into pieces and never gonna try to tape it again.maybe i indulge in that painful feeling.
it sure makes me reflect on my own story after reading your story.it somehow makes me think of my own story as well. i dont think i cant get out from the past,but i just miss the old me and the old time shared with him...