Thank for your reply.
After separating from her two years ago, I have engaged in casual relationships with different girls and none of them can be comparable to her. Both of us love reading books and we shared our thoughts on the bed after sex. I thought she is my perfect one. And she unconsciously gave me motivation to read more books. Two years later, we do the same things again. It's the thing I have been desiring for a long time. A kind of Sexual relationship that beyond purely basic instinct and Sexual desire. But after that       




[ 本帖最後由 Norwegian_wood 於 2015-10-18 12:46 AM 編輯 ]

Thank!
Maybe you are correct. I have been indulging in the imagination of having close relationship with this girls for two years, and finally I feel relieved.

May I know do you both have spiritual communication as sexual desire is something satisfied with you both biological needs only. If you bith gave enchanted to the next level of love relationship, the bonding could be tighten up.

I can say that I can identify the nature of different relationships. And I never indulge in any girls who begins a casual relationship with me. She's somewhat special and she's the girl I really want to protect.
I chased her after struggling and she turned me down. Our relationship broke up and we rarely meet each other since then as she is reluctant to meet me
The story is quite complicated and hard to explain in few sentences. Sorry to make it incomprehensible.

As far as she still keeps in any forms of contact with you. You are one bird in hand. It is fortunate for you to grasp someone that can let you indulging into such firm pal relatinship as it is like a cherry picked process. Wish you good luck !

有時是怕輸和愛面子的心態，也是害怕面對自己所想的原因

That's nice

Spiritual communication

That's a very comfortable and constructive relationship. Not easy to encounter such a person indeed. She ve turn u to be a better person can I say ? Kinda soulmate ...
It's sad that u can't see anyone comparable to her right now. Anyways maybe u ll know someone better or you two wil just intercept again someday. Keep hope and wish you would find the one !

That's basic yet difficult to exist between two ppl....