有sex咪真心
you know it on the 1st day, isn't it?

i don't know.  
when i met him, we both had baggages.

when i met him, i was very politically involved (as i am now), and I was working 12 hrs a day.
I didn't have much time for him, he treated me very well when i do make time to see him...
made sure dinner and whatever i want made when i go to his place tired after a long day.
he went wherever i wanted him to on the weekends.  remember the movies i wanted to see and make sure to fit it in my schedule.

i felt a bit of a bitch, because i i didn't realize his mother was at a late stage of pancreas cancer at the time he was doing all these for me.
it was about 1 month after that i found out.  
as soon as i found out, i felt bad and became the one to do everything for him and made sure i was there for him for everything and anything he needs.

it hasn't been the same since then.
i'm sure he still appreciates me.
but it almost feels like he feels like he can't love me if he isn't the one doing things for me.
i don't know.

a lot have changed since we started going out.
his mother passed away, which was why we couldn't break up or we broke up on and off and on and off for 2 months.
i care, he needs someone, i want to be there, he thinks i'm doing too much, we break up... cycle repeats.

now, i don't know.