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原帖由 wcday 於 2011-2-16 12:04 AM 發表
Korean is not your favourite style
ok, talking back about EJ, He is a matured man, let him choose his way of life
You only can fully support and respect his decision., i don't think E ...
I don't know what I can do, I want to do more for him, but I am scared of doing too much
I'm not used to playing the active role in teh relationship, but with EJ he's the passive one.
I'm not used to be the one bringing soup and baking cookies,
I'm used to be the one having soup and cookies brought to me. ~.~
I'm not used to be the one who has to make excuses to see the guy
the guy is the one to make excuses to see me.
I'm not used to be the one who has to make excuses to have sex with the guy.
it's always the other way around...
With EJ I have to constantly try, which is sort of OK, because I like him enough I naturally do it,
but it's not the trying that's hurting me, it's that I always have to hold myself back afraid I'm doing too much and getting too closed.
Overtime I learnt to pick up hints, when he wants something, he will never tell, but his action will show it and I'll do it.
Right now I'm lost... I can't tell what he wants.
everything from his action to his body language is telling me he wants more, but when his words is telling me he doesn't.
Why are guys so confusing?