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原帖由 wannabe 於 2009-8-4 07:56 AM 發表
what? you kidding!
why all of a sudden?
no way to reconcile at all?
oh my ... rosey >.<
i hope you are coping OK
i don't think it's been all of a sudden.. it was a gradual process for the last month....
my bf lost his job a couple weeks after i came to canada, and he freelance writes at home for some websites...
except now that he's always at home, and he even lives at my timezone, so he expects me to ALWAYS be around...
and that sort of annoyed me quite a bit, but i never said anything... and neither did he for a long time...
i guess eventually i got annoyed that he's so possessive, he got annoyed at me never being around.
honestly, i don't even know what the real problem is, but i just know we're not as connected as before..
and the fact that he could tell we're not as connected after i started having sex with anotehr guy means we're actually still quite connected.
maybe my feelings for him isn't very strong naymore...
but anyhow, he initiate the break up... and i took the chance to push it farther... coz i've been quite annoyed at the situation for a long time.
the next morning he actually asked to get back together, but i think if we're not as connected, and we don't love each other as much, and we're constantly annoyed when we're talking to each other (on top of me having sex with someone else ><)... this isn't really going to work long-distance at all.
so i guess it's time to let it go. ><"