u just don't wanna give free lunch~~
:smile_39:

you can accept people force you to have sex nowaday and treat it as one night

well, i think now that i am older 
1) i wouldn't go to a guy's place  alone without expecting something MAY happen
2) now that i have more experience (social, not sex), i know how to reject people nicely and know i am in danger before it's too late like that time.

3) I think if he really became so aggressive and i don't hate him, i think i would really just give in and have a fun night with him. >.>

[ 本帖最後由 blue_rosey 於 2009-3-3 12:56 AM 編輯 ]

I don't think you got lucky coz if the black guy really wanted to rape you, you wouldnt be able to escape. He could just beat you to death and did whatever he wanted to do. By the way, who was the lucky guy who got your virginity? white guy or Hong Konger?

u are so lucky ...

Well, I don't believe the black guy is a bad person, it's just that I was too naiive at the time and did not know what to expect from guys and I didn't know he was edging close to trying to have sex with me until it was too late.

And perhaps I also gave him the wrong message I was just pretending to not want it.   Like I said, i don't think he's a bad person, but I may had done something to provoke him innocently without my knowledge.

Also, he wouldn't had known i was a virgin, so he probably thought if he was aggressive enough, or if we played around enough, i'd had given in.  There was so many things wrong because of my lack of experience. 

My ex who took my virginity was a white guy.  Maybe I'll type it out next time. 

that was a really scary experience!
be alert next time even you are not virgin.
guys have most thoughts on sex esp when they stay with a girl alone.

black guy vs. asian girl...lol

oh~why go back to Canada?

yeah, very painful if something really were to have happened. i think i would had sworn off sex forever. hahaha.