well ... it may depends on which type of people you are ...

to be honest, I always feel my exist while being unhappy ..
maybe a kind of tragic hero ...

a song for my girls and anyone in hurt
need to sleep.....
no energy to handle the things in mind now...
or i will be sleepless....

别再为他流泪
　　词。黄婷 / 曲。易桀齐 / 编曲。吴庆隆

妳走了太久一定很累
他错了不该妳来面对
离开他就好就算了心情很干脆
他其实没有那么绝对
远一点妳就看出真伪
离开他不等于妳的世界会崩溃
转个弯妳还能飞
就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控妳的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈
他不值得妳的泪
把那遗憾丢在大雨的街
妳曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后为自己醉
(Ending: 以后管他是谁)
每段感情都非常珍贵
他的好妳就放在心扉
记得有个人曾让妳那样的心醉
妳笑了照亮夜幕的黑
什么梦都不比妳的美
多少年以后想起他还有些体会
那时妳已无所谓

it is understandable ...
that's why people what part-time lover or serect lover ...

'down with love' ... if you see this movie, you may understand what I say ,...

I have this one in my mind ...

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maybe...
i don't even have the brave to find out....

so i like to be busy and tired....
i use all my time ..... fill my schedule up to avoid a sec to stop....
my craziest time is 1 full time 2 part time... working like 15 hours or more everyday.....
exhausted buy no energy to think bad things..


then suddenly i went to very hea ger macau..
maybe i got too many time ..
thinking too much...

again .. change ..
while people get used to something .. change is horrible ..

maybe that is the reason i dont 'step up' ..
cos I will afriad the time being crowded ....

gotta go
chat later~~

i understand too........i also hate changes things all the time........
but this mind-set r really not healthy.............u can't get wat u really want in the future..........

cu jess~~sleep well, nite nite....

it is true ..
and also it is a bit self-distruction ...

maybe that is my past experience makes me this way ...