my company rent a flat there
but no internet service :smile_39:

no way for me to install if i am not sure how long i have to stay there..

you are too bright in seeing the future ..

this sentence is really being part of my life ...
沉溺過去有甚麼不好  展望將來太過誘人吧了 ....

tat is turth, so ur position is very important, u can share ur experience to ur frds(if u don't mind they know ur things), my frds also got a same situation too, ur two frds is lucky, coz my frd is in aus now, she only got herself to face all the things.......if i hvn't started my new job, i will go to aus to grab her back to hk........
i think u should told them they got a no hope future with thoes bloody bad guys.......

but it doesn't work out if you not giving out the enough %..
after that time...
there is someone really nice appear....
i was so tired at that time...
and i think having someone to take care of me will be much better ..
so i become together with him..
but i am holding back... or maybe he is not suitable i also don't know till now..
anyway it doesn't work out... i hurt him.....

another mistake........



ai....

i better stop this topic


or i will start to expode...
and destory things in my room.:smile_22:

i notice that since i am really a kid...
my family have this kind of issue too lei.....

they are with me while i face my problem...
crying with me... angrying with me.....

and i am sure they know how bad it is ....

can't imagine they get into it now too......

i only feel that if u can let go the bad things, than u can hv more chances to feel the good things........but i know it is really hard..........i also need to take a long tme to recovery wat i got hurt b4..........

yes... really take time..

and sometimes i just try to escape from the problem and scar in my heart...
go to dance and drink...
but sometimes the more you go out ...... the more you feel there is sth missing .....

don't know how to express the feeling......

well .. I do think it is not your fault ..
but somehow when you lost one time .. you may never bet on it ..
that is the basic truth ..

the more you come out, the more loniness, right ?